“I was having breakfast at Starbucks this morning and there was this homeless kid sitting outside, I felt bad for him you know? So I bought him some hot chocolate, a couple of muffins and brought them outside to give them to him. When I was telling him about a couple of decent homeless shelters…
Who is that little bugger in your head? You know who I’m talking about. The little guy who tells you you’re not talented. The bastard who spits in your face and reminds you that you’ll never make anything of yourself. Some other person has done what you want to do and they did it better. Surely if you put yourself out there people will think you suck. Whoever or whatever that voice is politely tell them to go away. You’ve no time for them anymore. You’re too busy making big things happen. Too much time is needed to feel happy and energetic. Life has gotten far too jam-packed with blessings. You just can’t find the time to listen to his ranting and raving now or probably ever again. Once he gets the message go out there and be you. After all, you deserve it.
This week DC announced a new title - with a difference. Boys, stay away from this one - it’s for girls only. Hot on the heels of Marvel’s “Year of Women” specials, which included titles such as the mini-series Her-Oes , DC is getting ready to launch the girl-friendly Capes and Cakes.
When I think of you, I don’t miss you. We had good times. We had great times, and I loved you. You loved me. We were something else together. I thought I would never get past this. I thought you were the one for me, I really did. But I can see it now. I see that you were the one for me then. In those moments, those nights and those days… You were my everything.
That is something that I was so lucky to have. I will never forget you. I have known love, and I am so thankful for that. Losing you was the hardest thing I have ever gone though, but it was worth it. All the hurt was worth it. It was worth not just being in love, but everything I have learned about myself because of it.
I can look at you now and not want you back. I have put you in my past. I am not going to live in the past with you anymore, because I don’t need to. You made the plans for our future together. And now I’m ready to make my own, and make the most of them. I’m ready to be happy again.
You are handsome. You are smart, funny, you are so talented. You are one hell of a guy. I know you will go anywhere you want in life. In those moments where we held each other late at night, I truly loved you. There will always be a place for you in my heart, because you’re my first love. One day, I hope to see you again. When we have grown up and discovered the world. I’ll hug you, and know that it’s possible to love someone forever. I know I won’t stop loving you. You just aren’t the one I will spend my life with, and that’s okay. I can only hope to find someone new, that makes my heart feel like you once did. It’s all in the past now. I am ready to take on the world.